My own home as an adult has sometimes had a honey like atmosphere. I value animals and nature, admire bees, and I tend to think that it is good to leave things at home in a way that is good for life, but sincere enough so as to know where one needs to learn better ways of living. I value wisdom of life a lot and consider good ways of doing important. I think strongly that wishing well in the world and being fair in one's life are important values to follow in practice, always in everything.
A22. Of having written 25 years without pay but very valuable things like my objective paradise theory, feelings etc for computers, the thinking course, advices for living the four seasons, over a thousand seemingly good attempts at advices about healing by healthy natural ways of living, and this five years about Christmas gnome like lufe. Of this I have concluded that working life and money does not work like I was told as younger. Yet I think thst if I do something valuable and good willing in the world yet comfortable and quite easy st ghe level of individual luves, it does not go completely unobserved, I have some place, and it means that also the use of money goes via some more vague logic than engineering. I guess that for a good cause one can have money but not for unwise life chouces. One is often wanted someshere where one's personal likings and strenghts lead one but one does not necessarily know of such places since relatives etc are not trustworthy enough to have told even if they knew of such, and maybe they were socially too fifferent. So I feel ghat if one lives in a good way from the point of view of working lufe and the good of the world, wisdom of life, etc and does not check diligently how much money one has one may have enough for such a way of lufe, and maybe one could also make handicrafts that way, like seems adviced by the shopkeeper whose products suit your valyes, but not spending blindly and not too much, just trying a little to see how it works out, but if the money just somehow is enough, maybe the handicrafts are even for free or like works out to where each piece is fairly for the good of the world. But I do not know. The money system cannot work engineer like if one working via the i ternet kn the tropics can save all the heating costs and have lots of superfluous money each month without really being such a good influence to the world.
"g22. It is said that Jesus had followers. In the Buddhist center in Helsinki some 15 years ago there was a man with somewhat Jesus style appearance and he too tended to have followers. He used to keep some short talks about Buddhist teachings, somewhat like tales of different subjects, kind of his own versions of Buddhist thoughts, on meditation evenings. I guess that it is some human type which tends to have followers : there is something valuable, of good quality that he tends to give to listeners, but some other parts somewhat obscure as if not so good for others, and it all valuable kind of theoretical, letting people live their own lives each in their own way, completely undisturbed but sharing common civiliced values and an interest in the hobby group like meetings every now and then, not so overly often snd not so rigidly, more like a group of like-minded people at some age in their lives. I guess that some adults who tend to charm neighbourhood's children and show them things to do, have some good sides like that even though not necessarily theoretical. "
Epäonnen vuoksi vaihdoin uskonnon osalta samaistumisryhmäni tms ei-paastoaviin uskonnollisiin, jotka muuten vain syövät sopivasti, niin epäonni katosi. Mutta ei-paastoavat eivät välttämättä kaikki ainakaan syöneet sen enempää, vaan olivat kai kylläisiä, koska talven kevätpuoli on alkanut ja luonto ei enää pelkää pakkasia. Tulee mieleen laulu Taas leivoset ilmassa leikkiä lyö.
